Archive for March, 2010

Life span

Does any of you know  the typical

life span of an eyelash curler?

I’m a thrifty spender, so when i bought one

at the ripe age of 18, yes i was a late bloomer

Like a fine wine really, i get better with age.

yes. I bought mine

at age 18, ELEVEN years ago.

Wouldn’t you know it just broke THIS month.

now i have changed the liners quite a few times,

but one of the bars actually snapped.

I am quite amazed by this.

something i probably paid at the most $3 for

lasted me a whole 11 years. WOW

Yes my new one cost me $2.50

and I’m expecting an0ther 11 years out of it.

way to go eyelash curler makers. YOU ROCK

Soul Sister

One Of Those Weeks

Have you ever had one of those days where

you thought, maybe i should have just stayed in bed? Of course

you have, this is the real world right.

But we have something that some don’t, JESUS!

He gives us the grace and mercy and strength to get through whatever

comes our way.

This past week was that for me.

For a week and a half prior, i had been experiencing stomach pains,

i thought they were connected to some diet pills i started taking.

after about 1 week & 2 days i stopped them altogether.

Tuesday the 9th…i woke up feeling horrible, i wanted to stay in bed, but

I had Bible study, and to lead worship.

Practice was rough, Rudy prayed with me, and i was feeling better

Worship was SO anointed, we didn’t even get to bible study, we praised God,

testified and worshiped, it was amazing.

By that night, after i made dinner, (PW amazing chicken pot pie)

i only ate a small portion, i felt like i couldn’t breath.

i suffered till around 7:30 when Rudy came home early

from class and took me to the ER.

(i just want to put in here now, what amazing friends we have,

really they are more like family, everyone stepped

up and helped out with the kids. I am blown away by how smooth

everything went. God is SO good.)

We get to the ER, and on a side note, if the ER is busy and you

want to get in quick, tell them you have chest pains.

literally we stood in the waiting room, 5 mins

before we were called back, blood pressure taken, temp taken.

taken to a bed, and with in 20 mins was given Morphine. Hallelujah

Doctor came over pressed on my stomach on the right side, and whoops,

yeah hurt like the dickens.

Ultrasound confirmed i had GALLSTONES!!

Yucky yucky poo poo

Now looking back if i had know that was even a remote possibility

that, that was the reason for feeling sick, i probably would

have taken a natural route, instead of surgery,

But God has plans for us that we dont even realize.

I was amitted that night, and the next day had a procedure done

where they take a camera down my throat and clear out

the pipping that leads from my gallbladder.

Unfortunately that didn’t work, which they later on

found out during surgry that there is at least 8 to 10 stones

blocking that pipe. Which in turn was damaging my liver. NOT GOOD~

Pre-surgery...sad, greasy hair.

Surgery Day…Friday 7:30pm i was finally taken in.

Up until this i had NO pain, what so ever.

i felt good, my spirits were up, lots of visitors,

pretty flowers and even 2 Starbucks mugs. (my friends really know me)

At the mention  that i would have to undergo surgery i did

loose it for a min, but Rudy my strong man of God, who keeps

me stable when i am unable got me through those feelings. I love you babe

I was told that the surgery took longer than they though, and i

didnt get back to my room until midnight.

I have vague memories of nurses coming and going,

but what i do remember is my husband sleeping in a chair by my bed,

facing me, holding my hand. And even though for a long time

i couldn’t verbalize that i knew he was there .

It was the best feeling knowing, i was not alone, and i was loved.

by 5 or 6 they were getting me up out of bed, to walk.

Never in ALL my life have i experienced pain like this.

I would rather give birth in a field squatting behind a bush

than to go through that again.

Do they really need to fill a persons belly full of gas?

and if so, can’t they take it back out when their done. Really!

i have never been more grateful to cut the cheese, pass gas, fart, fluff, toot, however

you want to say it, than i was.

gross i know, but truth.

God may have had His reasons for not healing my body on the spot,

but He has made me to recover at a very fast speed.

By Saturday night i was released to go home.

My sweet friend michell gave me the best gift a girl could

ever ask for, the night i came home, she had my children,

so she brought them home, and she washed my hair in

the sink…i think there is something in hospitals

that make your hair greasier than normal.

LOVE YOU MICHELL!

I am home now, still resting, watching not to lift heavy things,

but feeling very close to 100%

My Mother was sweet enough to take my children for 6 days

so i could have peace and quiet. which i thank her ever so much for.

While sitting here this past week, i made a list

of all the people who help out, whether

by taking a shift with my children, or visiting, gifts,

bringing over food, whatever the case may be.

and it was well over 27 people.

God is so good. And from what i hear,

more people had offered to take the kids, even a lady whose son is in

Lennon’s class.

God is our provider and HE ALWAYS meets our needs.

Today, happy, washed clean hair

So Good!

God is So So So Good,

I have just been living it up lately,

soaking in His presence. Pretty much having

church where ever I am at…in the car driving,

at the sink washing dishes, even doing the laundry.

I dont know how i have survived the last 28 years of my life not living like I am.

God is my provider, my source. Nothing can shake me or move me.

SO i want to know people…this one question, AND PLEASE PLEASE answer

in the comment section.

WHAT HAS GOD DONE FOR YOU THIS YEAR SO FAR?